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Writings
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Poetry
This Stage
This stage is a rage of hate and burning sensation that is neither here nor there, like a stair to where, you might ask. These questions we ask with persistence throughout our puny existence. We surround ourselves with this thing called life but the minute we need to know more, we cut with our hearts the night and bless this thing called light. Players in a game we want say that we are all sane and don’t do the same as others in this nasty lying game. The show is on even if we aren’t here that’s why even shedding a tear is a waste of time which we coincidently created to measure our end so that we can pretend without knowing what it’s really about. This stage is in fact a cage made with minimum wage down at the bookstore where we learn that the writers who put pen to the page are even more fake than the fantasy they make. The making of this world we don’t really know thus science sets the stage with fake makings of what will be played. Actually we will all be played at least once. This stage the world is living and all advances trying to kill us, thus, we have taken all from it from shit to more shit a joke not seen unless you are amongst the faithless. Life without this stage would be like food tasting tasteless like fantasy without fakeness like life without living without all the giving and receiving, like blood not bleeding when cut damaged in fear waiting for your exit out of here. Egats siht upside down and inside out the meaning is meaningless unless this stage is where your reality meets and destiny parts on darker even darker seas hopefully bringing you to your knees, but if you presevere you can find the keys and do away with the pains. This stage is fake but watch out without it you would have never been made but through your eyes it will sooner or later fade.
Underneath Stars and Guardian Angels Stars are bright even when the light of day does not allow the eye to focus upon thee. Guardian angels, a fiction of tales of golden trains with no rails to guide them to their destination. With a star This is far, from the impossible. Rain comes unexpected leaving the tea party devastated and finding yet spices might have very well sufficed at an indoor dinner party pouring fine wines and listening to our guardian angels dine as rain and wind speak at the open mouth of our temple. Oh how underneath the stars life can be simple and how guardian angels can dance in the drizzle. Man is so fickle that even the wrong that is done is not understood in pun.
Mouth Shut
Mouth shut on these days dark ridden feeling that I can’t shut out of my head I could just wake up dead. Sure they can see it aint working out for me or for her and what can I do except put my head down and drown. Is it self pity or the fact that I don’t want this or that, I don’t want to live in this tit for tat world. Money for some things, some clothes and a scent for kings. Never wanted a part in any of this even for a so called bliss, besides it doesn’t exist, even with bloody fist I dismiss it’s forgiveness. Mouth shut teeth grinding lump in my throat breaking my oath turning into half man half goat waiting for someone to put me on a boat, waiting for someone to shoot the pope. Can’t seem to express how I met death, laughed at the fact of life’s pact. You know they call me Pan and man what a labrinth they put me in cause the way is all about when and even that coffee cup can’t turn me upside down or find my heart that remains unfound. Mouth shut trying not to give up trying to touch to cut to dump too much pain like old luggage on a road to Rome knowing the damned thing wasn’t built in a day, knowing the name and place are fake but the space is there and those whom dare remain are scared.
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